pointless words hastily thrown from the clutter inside my head stories from nowhere everywhere maybe my subconscious doesn't want to go through sharing them with me with the world i get kissed in dreamland & it makes me sad that stupid clichés like only in dreams literally apply to me fuck i'm sick of hearing about prom dresses & grad events i don' ( Read more... )

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individual words that mean nothing - i say them over and over, keep them on my tongue hoping to fill this lethargic void. not depression, this doesn't feel authentic enough. i am not sad, only experiencing counterfeit feelings and symptoms similar to sadness. this isn't depression, this is some lousy counterfeit because i'm not even good enough for ( Read more... )

f--a--t--i--g--u--e from staying up too late; no sleep from restless dreams of dying again & again & again - living the same day over and over - doing as you please, knowing that it will all be forgotten, knowing that you can restart as if born again, but living under curse of dying every day, not knowing how death will visit, not knowing how ( Read more... )

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