I'm upset. My mom is throwing up, something she rarely ever does. She won't stop, and I really think we should take her to the hospital. She had the same sudden pain in the abdominal area that I had last night, but she seems to be reacting to it in a bad way. I didn't throw up or poop when I had all the crap. I feel bad. I need to go to alexandria ( Read more... )

Hey bitches. I don't write 'cause I don't have a computer at home. I really am depressed, and I can't seem to pull myself out of it this time. Nothing every happens to me, nothing bad, and I don't feel like I deserve to be "blessed". Lindz is right; why did it have to happen to her? Why not me? Maybe I will have it, I haven't been to the doc's in a ( Read more... )

I'm happy. Happiness is seeing my babies in VA and riding around with Ginger, doing nothing much 'xcept walking around feeling the sunshine on my back and shoulders and shootin' the breeze. Happiness is finding a friend in what was once a strange situation, and knowin' that he'll get closer again, and we'll be good for a while. Happiness is having ( Read more... )

I hope that no one takes this the wrong way, but I hate my life. I really do. All that is good in my life fucking washes itself out with the rain. I think one moment that I'm cool with everyone I work with, then all of a sudden they freak out and ignore me. Then I think that I'm attractive, and well... I have a mirror for a reality check, but he ( Read more... )

Ok, so I haven't written in a long time. I'm trying to keep updated ( Read more... )

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