Comments | jasanni: Tired, ignore if you like.

jasanni

Tired, ignore if you like.

May 21, 2007 19:42

I feel sometimes like a soul on the edge of a canyon. Behind me, the issues of my life are screaming at me, begging me to keep tying the knots and fixing the things that I've fucked up. Before me, one way down, a bottomless crevace just beckoning me to take that step and fade into its darkness. Sometimes I'm so tempted to just let go and sever any ( Read more... )

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gypsywatersong May 22 2007, 00:12:43 UTC

I know how it feels on the family aspect. Mom is like that with me. *sighs*

We see you trying, we see how much you want this; so keep trucking Jassy! Its rough, and slow to start, but good fortune and happiness will come your way. I know it will <333 *hugs*

jasanni May 22 2007, 13:55:30 UTC

*hugs tight* Thank you so much Itty, it means the world to have support from friends like you.

soulwalkingsoul May 22 2007, 00:32:23 UTC

http://soulwalkingsoul.livejournal.com/79293.html

We sound a lot alike, ne? It's taken me over 3 years...but it can be done, and there are those that do believe in you. You're not alone.

jasanni May 22 2007, 13:56:50 UTC

*leans into you* We do sound a lot alike Dear Heart. Thank you for never letting me down, no matter what has happened...

shifterdarkwolf May 22 2007, 02:04:38 UTC

*scritches* Hang in there hun, you will make it, I believe in you.

jasanni May 22 2007, 13:57:31 UTC

*hugs* I luv ya hun.

nalltwd May 22 2007, 04:01:50 UTC

Yesterday, Melissa and I were taken to dinner by one of my dad's oldest friends and his wife. Though the long conversations we had with them about beginning a life, struggling to make ends meet and being in a new place that's unfamiliar or not what you want there was one common theme. Never give up. No matter how dark a time may be or how much time seems to be wasted or lost, there's always much more ahead of us that's all an unknown. Focus on what's good in your life and keep your friends close. They'll support you as you will do the same for them. Things may be hard now, but keep going! Set a goal, a place, an ideal place you want to be. Set your course and strive to follow it and you'll be there.

Jas, you're one of the most confident women I know. I know you can get through these times. My phone's on ifya need it.

jasanni May 22 2007, 13:58:56 UTC

Tyler, your words of encouragement mean a great deal to me. You've been there to talk me through the worst of it, and you've no idea what that means to me. Thank you...

cajunfox May 23 2007, 05:08:42 UTC

hey hon, I know i just spoke to ya on the phone(though we were cut off in the end XD ) but i felt i had to post something here too.
You know that we're all here for you when you need us, especially me whenever i can :3
I know that you will succeed in things even if it takes time, as for time itself, it only seems like you wasted it now because you don't think you've gotten anywhere just yet, but you had good times and you'll have tons and tons more, especially if your friends have something to say about it.
I know there's not too much i can say that will help with your blood condition, I can only say that you'll get through it all.
*snugs tight*