Everything sucks. What friends i have now i cant talk to because they turn on me or say things about my other friends and i am sick of it all. I wrote in my last post that i am starting to like courtney. Well, just forget about that. It has to be just a little crush and she is moving here soon. I don't want to mess up one of the last friends ( Read more... )

Yea i know it has been a long time since i last posted anythingin here. Ok, i talked with Richelle again last night. I was able to askher a couple question about relationships in general. It was nice to be able to do that but it is odd because of us ( Read more... )

Today is a good example to how my life sucks!

More or less that is it.

"Jason and I are fighting. I don't know what to do but be honest. I don't want to be with him. And I can't help it. I love the boy to death, but it's not in me to be in love with him. It just isn't ( Read more... )

My feelings are running amuck. I dont know what to do. Should i follow my heart and my gut or what. One thing is being said but another thing is there showing itself. Something worth stick things out for. I dont think down or bad about things i do truley care about you.

Unintentional Pain

Every moment of my life ( Read more... )

Ok, my life is completely fucked up and damn it. I wanted to move with Richelle so badly. Now it looks like i am just going to pack up and leave for somewhere. I wounder if thad needs a roomate? I know that if i wanted i could move in with michael's friend megan right now if i would like. That way things just fucking fliped on me i think that ( Read more... )

Wes was the only person that i felt like i was able to talk to. now i dont that way ever since Richelle has started to hang out with wes. It has nothing to do with Richelle hanging out with wes but it has to do with how much ( Read more... )

I am sad. I know, go ahead and make fun of me. I am sad because i have hardly been able to see or talk to Richelle here lately. One she has been work late and when she would happen to stay she gets in so late that there is really no time to see or talk with her because it is so late. Another is She is going to wesses. That is cool and all but ( Read more... )

I have realized a few things here in the past couple days. I need to change the way i go through life. I am thinking about finding another job that allows me to help people. The only thing in my life right now that i hope wil never go away is Richelle. I do **** her so much ( Read more... )