I think the lashing you recieve is hardest when you already doubt yourself ( Read more... )

In a time of crisis where does one draw the strength to press on and fight. What is this force that drives us? How do we know we will be strong enough? When your face first into that free fall, how do you know that what you have inside will get you through it ( Read more... )

I'd like to believe it's all in my head. I'd like to believe that the wickedness of the past is just that, past. Though I can't shake this feeling I'm still that pariah I always knew I was. I can't shake this feeling I'm an unnecessary burden to those I care about, and a leper in the eyes of everyone else. I don't understand why I cannot feel ( Read more... )

Purpose ( Read more... )

With all that is endured in the world today, it seems a bit selfish to remain complacient while we grip, cradle, and lick our own wounds at the faintest reminder of their roots. We all have our demons, some more fierce and haunting then others, though perspective will skew things in our favor ( Read more... )

I hear a lot of voices lately. they keep me company when I'm alone. Though much like myself, these voices seem ever so confused. They don't know where they have been, nor where I am going. We like to sit at a cross roads yet we never stand still. Life almost seems surreal ( Read more... )

My dreams are becoming wicked lately. Too much idle time, too much time to think. I find myself falling off the deep end again. My mind won't let me settle in and become docile. It just won't let me turn a blind eye to everything. It won't let me sleep in my happy place ( Read more... )

No matter how practical it may seem. Never shoot bottle rockets from your belt. Only unpleasantness will occur.

The dark and scary Goth, chains, spikes, and leather, latex. You know, the good things in life. The more I think about this, the more I realize many of the tactical advantages the gothic lifestyle has over other life styles (Urban/Street warfare Yo!). Mind this is written in jest of and meshes Goth and sadomasochistic lifestyles ( Read more... )

As far as recent history is concerned, every generation leapfrogged over their predecessors in one way or another. The thing that scares me is that as far as I can see this trend is starting to falter. Perhaps my age is starting to kick in, (I always seem to be one foot in the grave) but I'm noticing a sharp decline in the intelligence and promise ( Read more... )