K, APPARENTLY I DO...

[jasmina_7]

Ok, maybe SUCKER isn't the correct word to say is written across my forehead.. maybe hopeful is better?? We'll see.. spent part of the weekend with v.. after telling him on the 3rd, that that was the day I had decided on back in March when I got out of the hospital, as the day I would give up. And I tried to (after being called a baby killer the

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[climbintreez]

You already know what you are supposed to do.

Now what are you going to do?

I have opinions on this whole thing but the last thing I would ever want is you being pissed at me. Errrrrrr.

Now to change directions and make this about me, LOL! Chad, like as of yesterday, has finally gotten the differences down on the whole "rough sex" topic. He used to not be rough at all because he kept thinking he would hurt me. Not that I like it rough all the time but yesterday was just one of those days and he was perfect. Ok maybe this was TMI now that I am looking at it. Sorry if I offended anyone.

Back to you. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE be good to you! Wish my arms reached you!

[jasmina_7]

I know, i know.. i'm probably setting myself up for something, but hopefully i can try to keep my heart out of it this time..well, at least try to keep it in check- both eyes wide open... I won't lie, it aint gonna be easy.. but no more heartache from this one.. (*****i hope**)
glad to hear that the rough sex is coming into play.. always a good time!! (and never too much information darlin!)

Not be his girlfriend

[sunshy82]

Cuz obviously he tends to your needs more when you guys AREN"T trying to be together...fuck, love shouldn't have to be reverse psychology...but in his case...it is! So...enjoy the good time, but don't try to get anywhere with it...It will either eventually happen on it's own...or you'll get great sex until you find someone to make your life with. Makes sense?

Re: Not be his girlfriend

[jasmina_7]

to the point eh?? Well, that ones easy cuz as far as i can tell, he does not want me as a girlfriend.. not that he's looking anywhere else (as far as I know anyways) but there's too much now thats gone on.. we all know the details.. sigh.. oh well, maybe one day he'll get over it all and we can all move on?? But if not, as I replied to the other post, both eyes wide open- heart is in check... cuz worst case scenario.. it's a great sex!!! (damn heart- imagine how much better it would be?? God, i'd probably pass out everytime we did it!!!) :)