The day has come and I am moving out. Its so weird to think about living on my own, well not completely cuz Mark will be there. I just never pictured myself moving out really until I got married, but here I am. I am happy about it and excited, but nervous as well. Its a huge step to live with someone.... we've been dating about 7 months now and ( Read more... )

Trying to find some clarity in this situation. Let my guard down and started liking someone again. Honestly didn't think I was capable of that after the whole 3 years Lars "relationship". Even though I was scared and hesitant I let my emotions and my heart control my head and I went with it. Had one of the best months (actually almost 2 months) in ( Read more... )

So I've been dating this guy Mark for a month and a half now. Its been really great.. mostly. There are still a couple issues I have that might make it hard for me to picture us getting any more involved then we already are. We are dating exclusively and he is really sweet, which is a nice change from past experiences that I have had. I only talk ( Read more... )

So I recently reconnected with an old co-worker, Bryan. We talked online for 3 and a half hours after he added me to his messenger. He had broken up with his gf over 3 months ago and had told me he had no desire to even talk to her at this point in time. He was inviting me to all these activities and even said he had thought about dating me back ( Read more... )

I hate this panicky feeling, like the world is crashing in on me. I feel like my heart is going to leap out of my chest. I lost my xanax earlier this week, I think it fell out of my purse. I was doing okay until today. I just want someone to be here and talk to me to distract me from feeling this way. I tried to get Nick to come over, but he was ( Read more... )

I haven't updated in a long time, so I thought I would. I took my dad in to get his colonoscopy today, it's one of the "joys" of turning 50. They gave him some medicine that sedated him pretty heavily. He was so loopy it was quite humorous. Right after surgery the nurse brought him some juice and I was holding it for him while he drank and he asked ( Read more... )

My Personality

Neuroticism

75
Extraversion

71
Openness To Experience

55
Agreeableness

62
Conscientiousness

21

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I GOT A NEW JOB!!!

I WILL BE WORKING AS A TELLER AT A CHASE BANK!!!

I AM SO EXCITED. NO MORE CRAZY HOURS. NO MORE LATE NIGHTS OR EARLY MORNINGS. NO MORE CLEANING!!!!

YAY!!!!