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Well, its been a while since I updated last; so I thought that I would update! Well, I have had my good days and my bad days since it happened. I found out somethings that make it harder and easier at the same time. I know that I am supposed to be happy which I am I have a great husband and a wonderful son, but.... I do miss him so much! I realized ( Read more... )

IF Heaven, Andy Griggs ( Read more... )

Well, its almost been 3 weeks since you left. Its hard to believe but I feel like I am in a bad dream and can't wake up. I sometimes think that I should have tried harder to work things out between us. Maybe I could have changed things. I just miss you. I know that I am not supposed to be selfish, you are with your dad and at peace. I know your ( Read more... )

So I was listening to the radio and heard this song. I came home and tried to look up the lyrics and found another one. It is like these two songs are talking straight to me! Here they are ( Read more... )

When I just think that everything bad had happened more comes. Well, here lately I have been having a hard time getting over what happened to Justin. I can't sleep and I don't feel like eating. I just dont know what to do. All I do is think about everything that happened between us and what happened. I dont know what to do anymore. Then I found out ( Read more... )

Another day has come and gone and it seems like just yesterday when you called me singing good morning beautiful. Its hard believe that you are gone. I am trying so hard to not be sad and selfish but to have something to look forward to. I know that we have had somewhat of seperate lives the past few years but I still love you and always will. ( Read more... )

Its hard to believe that this has happened. Its hard to not question why. I just keep thinking that the lord needed him and that he is with his dad now. I will always remember him and the special things about him ( Read more... )

Well today is only Tuesday!!! I am already tired and I have more things to do than I have hours in the day. My professors think that they are the only class that I have....I just need a vacation...Anyway, this past weekend I went home... And it was awesome.. I took Dillan to a GC football game and he loved it... "Future Football player" Of course! ( Read more... )