the turn of the century,
the curve of your bones.
broken and abused,
we'll not let them lay there unused
bring them to me, my sweet, my sweet
wrapped in your flesh
trapped in a caress

i could kill you
or love you
you will kill me
or fuck me
either way i want to die tonight
i do, i do want to die slow and slight
my soft goddess love and sin,
i want to die tonight ( Read more... )

yes, i want to fuck her
i do, i do. and i have few qualms about it, really.
she feels this way, as do i; at least at times.
when she laughs in that way, walks in each day
her mind spilling forth from her eyes onto all that she sees
her desire onto me. her beautiful face discordant with reality
i don't know what to believe sometimes,
what's in my heart, my ( Read more... )

This is a slightly offbeat topic, but I just came to the realization that I don't know what sunday is, or more specifically, sunday night. Its not a weekend because its not one of the nights commonly designated as a weekend night used for going out and enjoying one's self as are friday and saturday nights. But its not a weeknight either, because it ( Read more... )

"...i always imagined it something more"
i laugh as my voice falls apart
as the music drops out

what am i to be here in this moment
without you, without her, without another soul around
what am i to be here, in this day
without you, without you my dearest love
my darling little girl
i would rather you die here in my hands
die at my feet
than be anything ( Read more... )

you couldn't make me any better
you'll never make me happy being this way
and i can't take this
i can't walk away with this and smile
i'm no god
i'm not any lord or master
i am barely even a man
but i can not stand for this
no amount of water or breath will fill my lungs

you could never make it rain
make the sun fucking go away
and then i will believe that ( Read more... )

there is no such thing as girls i used to love
it is not a thing that only once was
they're in my heart, and in the way
i slur all these things i say
but believe, that it's true
what i am getting at
it's that i still love you

and that will never change, you girls and your time and your place
don't try to classify it, don't try to pin it down
just let it be ( Read more... )

the walks are all long
eyes are all sharp
hands are broken, all these words not spoken
and instead, the things we did

our coats can't keep out the cold coming from within
and they can not, will not, keep us apart

our hearts are as stones
on these nights all alone
and these promises are broken like glass
and in it's place we put up silence

our hands embrace ( Read more... )

Godspeed You Black Emporer - listen to them and love them.  Then recommend a band to me.  I'm hungry for new influence.
And back from out of town trip where a carnage of burned bridges are left behind me.

Out of a relationship and searching for my piece of the internet - something more personal than myspace ... the single thing accredited for breaking up relationships all over the country.
But misunderstandings fuel great lyrics.
I'm going away for a week, so it seems odd to start this journal today.  But it might be nice to come home and find friend ( Read more... )