man, im so mediocre, when it comes to alot of things i do.
anything better takes too much work and time.
hahaha, where am i going with my life?

WE GOT A NEW COMPUTER.
im really excited about it. this way, even if pops kicks me off one, i can go on the other way.
that comes really handy for school work.
and on the topic of school,
calculus is getting rough; i need to really start doing all my shit.

im too much of a pushover.
its unfair.

i finally got all my fucking courses and shit figured out. im real glad that headache's over.
but school's still a drag.
my locker's near no one good.
and big brothers over - which didnt turn it out likei wnated it to.

shame.

i am so fucking all over the place with school right now.
im so frustarted
and uneasy,
and confused,
and ... UJIKBSKBFDJM';FWQ
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i went to that school oreintation bullshit today.

you know whats most gay about school-
HAVING to see everyone you dont like; day after day.
thats never fun .

the croc hunter is dead.
thats saaaaad.

i feel so distant from the people closest to me ( Read more... )

" How happy is the blameless Vestal's lot!
The world forgetting, by the world forgot.
Eternal sunshine of the spotless mind!
Each pray'r accepted, and each wish resign'd..."

im glad how things have been going the past 3,4 days.
ive been having such a good time re-connecting with a lot of good friends.

i hope things all work out, and that this summer ends on a good note.