blowing the dust off this thing. I need to put my thoughts down more, I miss being able to look back at things and remember them. I seem to delete everything, but it doesn't make it go away. Thinking back at how eager I was to come to this point in my life, and really, what for? I was happy then; niave, ignorant, content. Now Im cold, always tired ( Read more... )

i am currently updating from a computer in my hotel in Rome, Italy. I haven't updated in a while but I am accompanied by a bottle of white wine, so I am feeling very verbal. It is beautiful here. You shoul d see it. Goodbye!

today is my 18th birthday. rejoice.

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Do you all think I am dead? Probably. I update once a year, maybe. I miss you all.


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