so i fuckin hate almost everything about my life. joes mad at me cause i feel left out. i dunno y i mean i havent seen anyone since b4 i went to colorado which was over a month ago. and the one time we called people to get them together no one wanted to so fuck it. and i told joe that i dditn want to tell him what was wrong cause hed get mad and ( Read more... )

it was fun. joe didnt want to go at first but once he was there he had fun. we went swimming and then played vollyeball with all my cousins until it was to dark to see the ball. i did sumthin to my hip though it hurts to walk now. and i also have a ingrown toenail that hurts like a fuckin bitch. butother than that it was a great day. joes not as ( Read more... )

today sucked like always. this kid who wants my sister showed up (without being invited) and he stayed for 5 hours. like what the fuck. we didnt want him here. and we kinda ignored him. and then i had to work with him for 6 hours and this is the kinda guy that i just cant deal with for that long. and now i m in soo much pain. my back,knees, and ( Read more... )

well lets see ive been workin alot lately. then last nite i went to harold and kumar go to white castle. it was fuckin hilarious. i went with joe ashlee (my sis) and kristen (my cousin who just moved here). nad no wim sittin here...thinkin about whether or not i want to clean my room or not. or if i wanna pack some more of my shit. i dunno. ill ( Read more... )

thinkin about movin to connecticut again. i cant deal with this fuckin place or the fuckin people that live here. i never wanna see half these people again. they all piss me off. plus my dad could probably fond me a new job thats not wendys which would make me happi. i hate my life adn all i wanna do is cry. buti cant...wanna know y. cause im a ( Read more... )

so i just found out from chris...kyle's friend. and he said cox hires at 17 so i applied. and now the FUCKIN COMPANY wont let me apply for another 6 months so there is another fuckin job down the fucin drain. i swear to you though. if i cant apply after my 18th birthday. they are gettin a lawsuit on their ass.

on sunday joe adn i went with ashes to her fathers 50th birthday party but it was boring so we left early. then we came back to my house and watched waynes world 1 and 2 cause i had never seen either and joe was makin fun of me for it. then yesterday joe pagz and i went to the beach to meet up with Marissa and allison cause i knew they were goin. ( Read more... )

well ive been hangin out with ashes and joe for like two days. and last nite i worked till 1. now im in pain cause of standin up for 9 hours. and im goin to joes.

so im waitin for joe to call so i can tell him im takin him out to diner then to go see the bourne suprmecy. but he hasnt called yet. im soo bored. i didnt do much today. ran errands and straightened my hair. thats bout it. yupyup. ima prolly stay at joes tonight. cause i hate it here. the fuckin asshole next door keeps yellin at me cause something ( Read more... )

so i just got outta work and im not tired aand i have no one to talk to. i hate gettin out so late. i didnt even get to talk to joe today to tell him i cant reapply at sears and i need to find a job quickly. i really cant deal with wendys employees anymore. they all fuckin speak spanish. shoot me in the head. well im gonna go shower and then try to ( Read more... )