so i finally got my mom to see me tattoo. thank god. i was so sick of tryin to hide it. work was hell last nite and i have to do that same shift tonight. i gotta go shower and get my check

well i worked tonight from 5 till 1030. and now im waitin for joe to call. work was hell. it was to fuckin hot in that fuckin place. there is AC in the dining room but not in the back. doesnt that make sense. i had a migraine the whole time. it sucked ass. then i had to close dining room with dan hawkins but hes slow and sucks at it so i left ( Read more... )

so im gettin all my shit organized and im lookin for a new job. its look like im goin to work at sears. kyle says its possible to make like 600 a week there. which i need cause thats howmuch my apartment will be. and then when it gets closer to my birthday vanessa is comin over to help me pack/organize better cause shes good at organzing and we all ( Read more... )

so for hte past 2 days ive been hangin out with ashes and yesterday we hung out with pagz too. we were tryin to get everyone to come hang out but no one wanted to so it was just us. it was fun though. we watched movies ashley heard my mom havin sex and then we watched more movies...and just sat sround doing nothing. but at least it was with people ( Read more... )

so i worked last nite till 12 and when i got out joe called and askes if it was ok if ashes slept over...like i would mind...i dunno then they came over and i heard this fuckin awesome cd umm...skinred..i think is the name of the band...they are reggae, punk, and metal. they fuckin rock. i love it. and then we watched pirates of the caribean. and ( Read more... )

well i had a great day yesterday. i went shopping with tristan. i got these really cute pants. along with a hat a belt (it says danger on it) and new earrings for my cartilage peirceing. and im happi. then joe and i had walts for diner went to see the metallica movie and rented bourne identity so joe could see it. i had a great day. todays not ( Read more... )

well i had a great day. besides the fact that i look like a lobster. i burnt sooo bad. but im glad i went i had alot of fun. and i miss hangin out with marissa its been awhile since i had done that. i should call he sometime to see if she wants to hang out but i probably wont cause everytime i want to hang out with someone and i call them they ( Read more... )

well today wasnt to bad. i was in the mood to be alone. i straightened my hair, shaved, did a long due chore (laundry), and danced. i put on good music like a loser and danced in my back room. im kinda getin used to havin no one to talk to. then joe came over and slept and i was one my computer talkin to adam about how small my boobs are and then ( Read more... )

on to another fuckin boring ass day. no one to talk to nothing to do. im free today no work. joe gets out at 5 so i should see him then. other than that a day of sittin by myself loathing in my own self pitty. if any one wants to talk to me....i dont even know y i bother...forget it.

Hi my name is jackie im the annoying peice of shit that no one ever talks to. isnt it fun. had a bad nite at work then had a long close of dining room. then came home to find out that joe is probably gettin evicted from his house and has to sell his truck adn be homeless and i cant do anything about it. life sucks. i can never do anything. im ( Read more... )