Somethings just need to be said.

[jaxbrokenheart]

I'm not really quite sure what's wrong with me. I have things that make other people jealous. There isn't really anything right now that I can't live without. I'm lucky, and I don't think it's anything I'm lacking that's making me feel this way. I'm depressed, deeply. I have been for a very long time. I don't know what to do to make it go away

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[planbfailed]

i dont hate you ...

[pogostyx]

ashlei- even if your feeling this way...even if you wouldnt want to talk to me for the rest of your life, i will still be here. waiting for your call. ilove you. because i know that your everything i ever wanted in a friend. i wish you knew this. i wish i could say this to you in person, but all i want to do is make you happy, i want to be there for you, and vise versa. your going through some stuff, and you need to talk. but i wont force you to do anything.
today is a shitty day, and tommaorw might be too, but i will still be here. and i still love you. and nick loves you.
your the luckiest person in the world, and i just wanted to tell you that.
but then again im inasne.
but im not crazy enough to forget about you.
i love you

i love you

[koreanthunder]

awwwwww ash...that made me really sad. i hope that i made you have a real smile before. i hope that you can take your mask off around me. i do listen. you can talk to me about anything. and you need nick. your happy when your with, i can just feel it. when you find a guy at that age that wants to be with you for more that a year and still wants to be around you and only you that's something to hold on to. i wish i could find that. i dont think i ever will find a guy like that. maybe i was ment to walk life all alone. it wouldn't be a new feeling but i love you ashlie and i hope you know that. hope you read this.......peace out.

i do love you

[jaxbrokenheart]

thanks guys. thanks alot, i knew you would understand, that's why i wasn't afraid to post that. i wish i could change how i felt, i do want to be around you guys, you're my best friends, but i don't know what's going on. something's keeping me away. i wish it would stop.