Sometimes I just don't get life and things that go into it. I don't get why the guy I have been dating for the last 3 months just all the sudden after his winter ball, just started to push me away. He tells me he hasn't changed at all but deep down inside, I know he has. It upset me too realized that the guy whome I love and I know I love, has ( Read more... )

let see i havent updated in a while. whats going on in the world of jacqui. Lets see. Yes guy im still with chris ♥ i couldnt be happier with any other guy. i know its werid. its not like i use to be. going from guy to guy. Im working more. Yes i work at shauws.. haha i know im a loser. School is good. umm yeah thats my life. OH yeah.. I love my ( Read more... )

Im not doing anything this year. cz i hate christmas the whole thing. i wish i could fly away and not have to deal with it. not this year. it hurts to much and no one understands what im going though. not even chris and it hurts me so much that i cant tell him cz im afraid im gonna cry and i hate crying in front of people. I FUCKING HATE CHRISTMAS

I have everything I could ever want. I have an amazing boyfriend who loves me more than life. I cant belive I finalyy found someone who loves me no matter what. Im sitting with him today watching tv and im in sweats, just got out of the shower, no makeup and my hair is a mess and he looks at me and just goes your beautiful. I died. what guy would ( Read more... )

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Imissryanmitch.
andiminlove.
♥sigh

I miss time square. I miss holding you hand crossing the street cz it was busy and almost gettin hit by tons of cars. I miss sleeping next to you. I miss sweet kisses. Imiss you. Sighhh. Why am i sickk. it gets me thinking of everything i miss but yeha.

There is this boy. who kinda has my heart. ♥

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So im going throw all my old stuffs. all my old notes and shit and then i come across a peom my first crush wrote for me. and i started BAWLING. i want to be a little kid again. where i dont have to worry about love and shit. i hate him. i do. skinned knees are better than broken hearts. and easy to fix. after a while you learn that difference ( Read more... )

I love Him.