I saw him last night. It was horrible. As much as he's my best friend, seeing him hurts me so much. He always was the person who was there for me. Before I met Matt. I can't belive they came by to see me. This people whome I've thought ever once cared about me after Novemeber. All were here, talking to me. It's werid I guess. I thought it was werid ( Read more... )

Today was good. I was surpised it was. I woke up and went to breakfest with the boy :). Then we rented a movie and watched it at his house. Hang out for a while. Then he drove me home. I was suppose to go school shopping tonight with my grandmother, but that didn't happen. So I watched the food channel and cooked myself some dinner. Then I called ( Read more... )

I'm full of regrets of all the things i've said and done. and i don't know if i'll ever be okay sometimes i wonder if i disappears. would you ever turn your heard and look to see if im gone ( Read more... )

I just lost my best friend. the only one who i have ever loved. :(

I wanna guy ( Read more... )

wow i havent written in here for a while.. been too busy with eeverything i guess.. I was lenny and rich the other dayy. i was walking around after a show and i ran into them and i was like omgoooddness.. its my lennyy. ooo gosh how i miss then and cant wait for marching band season to startt.. i love colorgaurd soo much.. yesterday at practice ( Read more... )

Who would know that a book/movie could tell your life story. Tibbu is my Amanda R.. the crazy who doesnt give a fuck about the world kinda grl... Carmon is my Kayla.. The outspoken one.. tells everyone how she is feleing.. shouts to the world about her toubles.. but on the other hand, the person who everyone goes to and she can cheer anyone up. ( Read more... )

My heart was once just like a home ( Read more... )

Have you ever buried your face in your hands ( Read more... )

All the houses sit where they landed.  Dropped from the sky in pretty perfect rows of pretty perfect houses.  Each and every one of them the same but with different colors.  This one blue.  That one white ( Read more... )