Spin me around again, and close my eyes. All of this can't be happening. I had another great day here in NY only to be solicited by the birthday of one of my best friends. It sucks that I cant be there to celebrate. Ii sucks that I have to spend yet another lonelyd day in this foreign place. Because, honestly, thats what this is to me. I am ( Read more... )

So I got to wake up this morning to a beautiful mini-blizzard falling outside my window. It was probably one of the most beautiful things I've ever seen. Raise your hand if you are jealous!

This is insane. I cannot believe that I have been through probably the biggest life-changing decision EVER, and I STILL do not know what to write about in here. Its kind of ridiculous that I haven't been on here in a pretty long time. Im probably gonna make this a really long post and I dont feel like cutting it. So those of you who feel the urge ( Read more... )

So im back in orlando, and so far its been nothing but great! We all went to Pulse tonight, and I QUICKLY remembered why its my favorite clubs. I must admit it was GREAT to see all the boys again dancing (Im in love with a stripper... is that bad?). Kelly, whom I havent seen in ages, was with us and I cannot believe how much she has grown up! It ( Read more... )

So I have been feeling very akward lately, and I know why... Im just not obligated to share. I heard this on the radio today and it touched me ( Read more... )

So today I decided that I want my entries to be about more important/profound subjects. I know its wierd of me, but I decided that it would be much more fun to write about other stuff besides the, "I went shopping, got drunk, we did this and other non/drunken debauchery." I read people journals and they actually write about things that effect them ( Read more... )

let me just tell you that this week has been very... VERY random ( Read more... )

i would just like to apologize for my last entry, as it was written by some caveman in my house... ok ok ok it was done in a hurry just deal!

well so iv only been in NY for like 30 minutes (a week actually) and i wanna go home so bad already! i miss all of my kids, and I am so grateful for all of the love they have been sending me. a lot has been going on since i camer here. my dad has a new house, i met some new family members, and my stepmothers mom is in the hospital with pneumonia. ( Read more... )

Take me for what I am
Who I was meant to be
And if you give a damn
Take me baby or leave me

...my new anthem