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probably as politically incorrect as i'll ever be...
first i have to say that today was great day at school. good times ( Read more... ) -
a new season has begun
so here i am barely awake. typing with one open and drinking coffee waiting for it to kick in so i can stop by starbucks and get the "real shit". heh. today is the first day of school. thanks to scott, my classroom and its many desks got put together which helped me from having a major anxiety attack ( Read more... ) -
running as fast as i can
today i completely avoided LHS and devoted my time to applying for more jobs and spent much time on the phone with Paradise Unified. (Go Amanda!) They have two positions open, one a temporary position until November and another full-time position at an elementary school. i just NOW finished the entire application process and it felt like i was ( Read more... ) -
rest in peace...
jon benet. all of these years i assumed john and patsy ramsey were involved. now 10 years later, the truth is finally coming out. rest in peace little girl, now you have your mother beside you ( Read more... ) -
hanging on by a small thread (friends only)
when i was a freshman in high school i was a nobody. i had no real friends, no real people to talk to, no one. i played football (and the remaining three years thereafter) to please my parents and to in a way play straight. i was 13 going on 14, but felt much older. i was a straight-A student, no problems with discipline, just a person ( Read more... ) -
wax on/wax off
i just finished watching "a lot like love" with ashton kutcher and that brown haired girl. i guess i'm into the whole romantic comedy genre at this moment and this movie wasn't half bad. suprisingly ashton kutcher played a role that didn't involve being a total idiot, so who knows maybe he's expanding his horizons ( Read more... ) -
some men come to restore
i just watched a wonderful movie recommended by kris. "madea's family reunion" was one of the most touching and still humorous movies i've seen in such a long time. i absolutely loved it ( Read more... ) -
crush-proof
with all that has happened lately it seems to me like i'm at a stalemate with just about everything. i feel crush-proof, even more guarded now with my heart...yet there has been one small thing that has given me the butterflies and it is actually from someone that i don't even know. until tonight ( Read more... ) -
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i was driving home in my truck and looked straight in front of me and there was a massive lightning storm going on. strikes and strikes by the minute. it felt in the dream that i was driving from chico to gridley on highway 99. but when i reached my destination, gridley was now placed in the mountains ( Read more... ) -
greetings from san francisco
so after much self-induced stress and anxiety attacks, i made it. i'm here at tim and angela's cute new loft and am waiting for sleep to arrive. on my way here i made a quick stop in oakland to find the place where i'm interviewing, then got lost trying to find a place to pee ( Read more... )