alright folks. i'm done here at LJ, i don't even come on here anymore...it's kind of neat thing how this all started and mostly the people i talk (write) to on here, i do not know.

so foxyred1, greeklady, jakeodd, chickenscottpie i'll be catching up with you individually ( Read more... )

last night i fell asleep at 7 and woke up around 10 for a bit and went back to bed on the couch and woke up at 4 AM. although i didn't work yesterday, i couldn't keep my eyes open for the life of me ( Read more... )

i'm up early although i'm taking the day off of work, i just got done switching sets of drenched towels and putting them through the washer/dryer ( Read more... )

i thought the damn thing had opened and was bleeding so i removed the splint and was surprised when i saw my elbow in the mirror. thought i'd take a picture for the hell of it.

http://www.flickr.com/photos/mr-jay/232459834/

so, i had my surgery yesterday at 10:50 and left enloe by 3. evidentally my first words said were "am i dead?" dr, myers and my mom got a good laugh about this in the waiting room ( Read more... )

these past few days have been trying to say the least. i've been dealing with the yuba county office of education and trying to figure out why i do NOT have a credential on file and how to fix the problem, trying to still sort out my feelings toward work in general, and overall just getting things in order for when i become a gimp on friday after ( Read more... )

i don't really know what to write. over the weekend i tried writing down my feelings like 5 times but deleted them each time. i don't really feel that great. at work i can play it off, but it's draining. quad shot starbucks drinks can't keep me awake at the end of the day ( Read more... )

http://www.cnn.com/2006/US/08/21/crow.cancer/index.html

who really does that for people? very neat.

guess ( Read more... )

i slept most of the afternoon/night and had a dream about bryan. i usually don't use his name, but since i know that he does not read this, i don't feel the need to censor myself ( Read more... )