- -DRAMA DORK ( Read more... )

i guess before i start writing down my thoughts, i'm goiing to go smoke. my pain pill has kicked in and i am starting to get very sleepy. i hurt my back somehow last night before i went to chico and i'm still hurting. so here we go ( Read more... )

i just awoke from a 4 hour nap, i don't really remember when i finally passed out. last night, i went up to chico for the first time since i moved late last year. it was nice to visit, it was great to see margo and amanda and to meet their friend jimmy ( Read more... )

1. Who was your first love?

i don't know if i have had my first love. i think the closest thing would be scott although, the love part was more on my end.

2. Who was your first kiss and when?

my first kiss was...fuck, i don't even remember since the number of people i've made out with is in the hundreds. hmm. what does that say about me?3. ( Read more... )

today i became an only child in my eyes ( Read more... )

i've been going through these odd thoughts lately, pushing some people away, while trying to re-connect with my true friends that i've lost touch with on a regular basis ( Read more... )

it's time to erase some things and start anew ( Read more... )

i've been thinking through out this week about the whole idea of relationships, really pertaining to myself. i know i always say that i would love to find that special someone, but i'm starting to realize that relationships may not be exactly what they are all cracked up to be ( Read more... )

i often title my entries after "sex and the city" lines. i guess it's really dorky, but i feel like the questions posed often relates to my everyday life. at least i'm not quoting star trek or klingon shit? so...before i get into my thoughts ( Read more... )

i took a couple hour nap at tim and angela's and feel much better. tim's old roommate came up from chico and they went off to the elephant bar to have dinner. i opted to stay, shower, and relax. i'm all dressed for karoake (sp?) night and am kinda hungry now. damn burger king ( Read more... )