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[jaycuss]

I've been quite a mess as of late and I don't know exactly why. I think often of going and doing things like kayaking the ocean which has been one of my favorite past times but I feel too lonely to do most anything.I am learning deep things in the Lord but they are slow moving.I am impatient. I don't deny that for a moment.I think its part of my I

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[louthewerewolf]

yes, but imagine being in the kind of mess where instead of kayakes or butterflies or whatever normal think about your thinkin about ways you can kill yourself. again. but wihout going to hell. so you think of becoming a heroine addict. that way it's an accident.

[iamchrisadams]

what's he doing in there?