Ah well, i started my writing days again. but only in my xanga. ugh why cant i stick to things? the only thing i can stick to is my love for graham. Why? because that will never go away not even in a million years.

im cold. and itchy. Idk why. I want to get the flu badly. to late now :[

It aggrivates me so much! That they think they can get away with all this shit ( Read more... )

So i haven't hung out with graham in a week. He keeps saying he is busy, && i don't want to be mean and say no hang out with me, because i want him  to hang out with his friends. But Last night he said we could hang out, so i waited, and waited && waited for him to call, but he never did :\. I was sick of waiting! So me and santa went to the mall, ( Read more... )

Oh baby, i just passed my permit test :]
i can drive now, not completely but almost.

Well, happy belated thanksgiving. This mini vacation is good so far, wednesday half a day i hung out with graham till 2:30, and then went to work. It was frickin packed, ugh annoying people yelling at me to mark down food, and other people trying to get free food.  Whatever.  After work i hung out with jarette, ashley, ty, and johnny, then ( Read more... )

This weekend was a bore. All i did was work blahhh. Oh no i lied, i played with my new kitten all weekend & protected it from horrible Peaches. Graham finally gave me my kitty <3 & I named it Rocky "D. Yep a tradition i couldn't let die, naming one male pet rocky if there are two of em "D. 
uhm its cute and is black with white paws, and white ( Read more... )

What a fucking asshole dad.
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Hm, i havent updated in so long. I don't want to give up on this like my Xanga's. Lately it's been weird. Alot of thoughts? && whatever? Oh well, im still working at MB, and if i come up short on my draw one more time, then i am being demoted. Fuck; no bagging for me. I want to work at Pizza Hut with the oh so great Santiago :D Idk why it just ( Read more... )

Ah, Saturday- im going to the mall in a few to get my homecoming dress, then i have to go to work 2-6 but i dont mind for reasons *cough*; ne ways. Im looking at pictures from way back when, ha wow man. Ne ways i have to get dressed. Yay for hanging out with graham tomorrow.

Quote:
i've missed your smile. i just remembered
how good it feels to see ( Read more... )

I cant wait for this all to be over, maybe sooner than I or we think ?

All i know is that i love graham more than anything in this stupid little world. 
He means everything to me and can make me feel so much better, even if
everything is going wrong. He makes it seem like a weight is lifted <3

-- he got me absolutely the most beautiful flowers in the ( Read more... )