...i know i dont update much...but i need to jus let out all my thoughts...i got a phone call today from one of my BEST friends...theres only three people that im REALLY close to, and the other two are my sister and my girlfriend...anyway, my friend calls me today, and i could hear the disappointment and sadness in her voice...and she tells me ( Read more... )

so what up? its september 18th, a very important day in two ways...it makes 6 months with kayla and its also her birthday! so, i jus got off the phone with her like an hour ago, let her sleep so she can have her party and all that shit, im attempting to listen to every psychopathic song i have...a mix of icp, twiztid, blaze, abk, dark lotus, esham ( Read more... )

today was...not the best day ive ever had...its still not enjoyable at all...i swear...every night, i want to kill that man more and more...im filled with so much hate right now...there was one funny thing that happened today...im too sad to even talk about it though...ya know what? i think i need to leave for about a week...go to a place where i ( Read more... )

Hey sup yall? ive actually been social enough lately to not write in this thing, besides a few days ago, I cant remember a saturday where I was home. Let's see, what have i been doing you ask? goin to movies, school football games, and jus hangin out with friends...it was really fun, but i was glad to actually be home this weekend. bein in a long ( Read more... )

Do I really wanna see so clear ( Read more... )

soooooooooooooooo, things are cool with doug and i...we talked it out...see? im not always pissed at everyone! just until we work it out. but certain people, *cough* brandon *cough* have pissed me off too many times and dont deserve my time at all. but at least doug made the decision to talk to me...SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO, im bored as hell. bum bum! ( Read more... )

so....whats up?? not shit here...been informed someone has been readin my journal *cough* doug *cough*...dude, ur cool, but i didnt like what u were doin that night...it pissed me off, and u didnt even have to make that comment bout me growin some balls, fuk that. and i also heard ur gonna confront me at school...go for it. well see what happens ( Read more... )

so yesterday i had alotta fun. my day started with goin to the dentist so i could get some pain meds for my toothache. they gave me some vicodin, :-D!!!!!! so then i planned on goin to the baseball game later that night with some friends. so im at home, its about 4pm, and im hoping that my dad comes home any minute so we have a chance of making it ( Read more... )

hebbo! i went to the dentist today, and they ordered in some vicodin for me! one problem...its not working! >

YOULL NEVER BE A PUMPKIN CARVER!!!!!!! i fuckin love that song! mad props to muriel for the layout! i like the new background! ok, so yesterday, in honor of kristys almost birthday, kristy and i built the "slide of death"...it consisted of...plastic, duct tape cardboard boxes, tires, steel ramps, a garbage can, water, and a 1998 Chevy Cavalier!  oh ( Read more... )