Jinxed

[jaygrrl]

I spoke too soon... or jinxed myself... either way... Alex is now gone... been wanting to cry but tears can't seem to fall.

And I really let myself love this time, too. What's wrong with me? I don't think anything is, so maybe it's his loss?

I just wish I had him to myself for a little longer, just a little bit... fuckin' hell...

Comments

[kjiron]

/hug

[jaygrrl]

thanks... now I have to go to work... I'm so tired... I couldn't sleep, I ran almost two miles when I heard and drove for an hour around the lakes. And stayed up longer until 6am... woke up at 10am. I work in a couple hours. Boo. I'm not as broken up as I thought i'd be... it just sucks. :/