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I'm finally going to come to terms of Jake's death this weekend. I'm making a quick jaunt up to Fargo tomorrow and 'visiting' him in the morning. Unfortunately, I won't have much time for anyone other than the ones I contacted in advance for the rest of the day and they're intergral to my long due mourning process ( Read more... ) -
Kimura Kissed Me
A bit of background: I am poly but I prefer monogamous relationships. There are a lot of people I love or am in love with, but I choose to focus my efforts into one at a time, usually ( Read more... ) -
End of the World for the Heretic and Non-believer
(I meant to write this when the whole Rapture May 21st thing was going on but I thought since we're in the last days on Earth (end of the world is October 21st this year by their guess) I might as well post this ( Read more... ) -
Sickly on a snowy day off
I was supposed to go pattern searching with Tama-kun, but the snow plows have sort of buried his car... Hikaru and I might see the movie Transylmania if the weather looks fair and I get less sniffly. Just a matter of how to get out to the MOA in the midst of a 'blizzard.' It doesn't seem very blizzard-like yet the warnings are still out there... ( Read more... ) -
Tamaki and Hikaru
Tama-kun is the nickname that I dubbed for the newer guy that's recently come into my life. He looks like Kyouya but acts like Tamaki. About ten days into just meeting, he announced that he was falling for me and from what I gleamed from friends, is just short of being in love with me. So, I have another boy I'm sort of half dating. (As for ' ( Read more... ) -
Aw, poo.
More guy troubles abound, everyone! I realised that I think that I'm beginning to like a certain guy. This one had all started in probably in the un-wisest of situations. It doesn't help that he's always so sweet and kind to me, if he keeps it up I just might end up having a crush on him or worse x.x ( Read more... ) -
Gen con forecast...
'I get invited, then ignored all night long. I've been trying, I'm not lying. No one's perfect, I've got baggage. Life's too short, babe time is flying. I'm looking for baggage that goes with mine. I should tell you. I've got baggage too...'
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Better now. Sleep time finally. -
Jinxed
I spoke too soon... or jinxed myself... either way... Alex is now gone... been wanting to cry but tears can't seem to fall.
And I really let myself love this time, too. What's wrong with me? I don't think anything is, so maybe it's his loss?
I just wish I had him to myself for a little longer, just a little bit... fuckin' hell... -
maybe I really am broken
How can it be that I'm so in love with someone but still feel the lingering (yet burning) ache in the pit of my stomach everytime I'm reminded of my former flames? Two of them specifically... One guy I never even remotely dated and didn't know that well to begin with... and the other seems to have faded out of my life completely... much to my ( Read more... )