so the only thing i thought of right now to be some type of consolation, since i can't study, or get thoughts out of my head was to write in livejournal. so my mom was re-diagnosed with breast cancer. i knew about it a couple days ago..that there was a lump and it might be cancer, but i didn't think it actually would be..even though my mom re- ( Read more... )

i'm at work right now. only 3 1/2 more hours. orientation sucked today. it's not the same without the boatcruise and overnight. it was good seeing all of the orientation leaders again though ( Read more... )

thank god for red bull. what would i do without you? currently 5:06 AM at my job ( Read more... )

wow i completely forgot about livejournal for the longest time. my life has been so hectic. ever since i got back from italy, i've been busy pretty much everyday. i'm actually looking forward to going back to school. i never thought i would say that. i think this 11pm-7am doorman job is what's killing me. it makes me tired and irritable even ( Read more... )

tonight was awesome. just got a ride home with my friends from some random italian guy. 8 people crampd in one car..interesting experience ( Read more... )

holy shit, a little over a day until i leave for italy! it's crazy how fast the time went. i remember working last week and how slow it felt it was going, and wishing it would go faster. now i have soo much shit to do. mostly packing. went to the mall today, bought sneakers, some more clothes, and headphones. so i just hafta buy some toiltries ( Read more... )

work suckssss. and i just saw a mouse. at least i know i'm not alone and i'm concierge so i get to use the computer. it's still boring as hell though. ray and orlando both called in sick so it's just me and cory. at least mel and julio came to visit me on my break. :) only 4 more days of this ridiculous night/morning shift. depending on how ( Read more... )

oh, and one more thing to learn from me...Don't lie. it's better to live with disappointment than it is to live by lying.

so i just got off the phone with my co op advisor. we were on the phone for like 20 minutes. i thought he was cool. he basically just contradicted everything in my last post. honestly, maybe im not cut out to be in the business world. right now im on "probation" with co-op. i love how i was happy 25 minutes ago. oh those 5 minutes were nice ( Read more... )

hope i never see this stupid ass french company againi quit! this is a pretty monumental moment in my life right now. i feel like the weight of the world is lifted from me now. i am really happy..yet upset about life at the same time. i keep thinking about the past 2 months and how much i fucked myself over. i really hafta stop. i told ( Read more... )