Originally posted June 06

"okay so there was going to be a post here but i'm stopping myself from posting some sad sob shit.

I censor myself on this thing way too much. now i see why a lot of people stop using these. I just realized that i stopped posting on here for like 6 months. That's the bulk of mine and stephanie's relationship. I think it was ( Read more... )

I kind of enjoy looking back at things i said in the past and thinking about how they make me feel now. There were some things on my journal that i locked for some reason and some i deleted. Well the stuff that was locked, i really don't remember how to unlock, and who wants to go back that far to look at that shit anyway....So i'm reposting two of ( Read more... )

I had been thinking about doing it for a while, but i decided to make it official yesterday. I've come to the conclusion that the name, Jaylin, no longer fits me. I just can't afford the kid anymore. That name's like a winter coat in the summer, to me right now. Once things are close to being what they used to be maybe i'll bring the name back.... ( Read more... )

For some reason, people's interactions around me are starting to piss me off. Almost to the point where i don't want to initeract with anyone. Can i narrow this anger down to a specific thing....the root? No... I have no idea why i'm in such an angry mood.

I almost wrote something mean about someone i care a lot about. I thought about how it ( Read more... )

I always leave this place and have a difficult time writing my "i'm back" post. Well either way, i'm back.

I'm digging b-ham even tho i've only gone out maybe 3 times since i got here. (i've been here since the end of january) It seems like i've still carried a lot of Montgomery with me to this new place, but i don't see that as a bad thing. It's ( Read more... )

I think i'm going fucking crazy.

I read my horoscope after i came home from work and surprisingly it was dead on. I can't really sit here and make it sound like i've been going through a ton of stressful situations, one after another, but i can say that recently things have gotten a bit difficult. Not for the traditional reasons...no loss, sickness, or some lame emo behavior or ( Read more... )

if you can't hold my interest then don't hold me at all. who always wants to be the initiator...the leader. Why don't you tell me what you want, like, dislike, and expect and give me a break. you might like it. Hell i know i would.

I end up going through last week feeling kind of bad for something i might've done. When i'm drunk i'm a little unpredictable. I've been sitting here thinking that i possibly ruined my chances with a great girl that i'd like to see again. This weekend i run into her ...(due to some slyness on my part) She's drunk as shit making out with some random ( Read more... )

i could probably say a lot to explain my actions, but then i'd have to tell you everything. Then where would that leave us?