And yes change has happened again, Unfortunately , for me anyway ill have to wait until Friday now for the surgery, Apparently there is a little kid that needs my surgeons skills more then i do and they will do an emergency OP for him tomorrow so my  OP get pushed to Friday. Although my OP has massive  possibilities for complications, it is at ( Read more... )

Must be something about noon that makes me wanna write,24 hours later and all that... I wish i could say nothings changed  but unfortunatly like all things lately the only sure thing is change. Last night my surgen stopped by, very late for him and he asked if we could talk tonight instead of the next day abou the surgery, sure why not office ( Read more... )

Oh i dont know.. Here i sit Monday morgen. High noon september 3rd... couple days away from #2... Its werid, nothings happing here at all... no test no blood nothing.. It got me to thinking as to why im having  #2. i mean i feel great and  i could theoreticaly  feel even better  and heres why

Side Effects of having  Mr Tumor..

Mr Tumor was ( Read more... )

 so here I sit Saturday morning, they got me in a bigger room which is nice and for the first time in  weeks im ALONE!!!!!!!! don't get me wrong, I love everyone that's come to visit and id not gotten this far without smacking someone without the visits and kind words from friends, I really feel the love  and cant  begin to express what it means to ( Read more... )

I named this blog this years ago as my ramblings seem to be more the stuff of the black box recorder from a plane wreck then anything else. well now the title seems  appropriate.... the story so far......

HOW IT STARTED.......

Some months ago i started noticing reading  and so on got a bit more difficult, as my perscription was kinda old i though ( Read more... )

I'm so sick of arming the world, then sending troops over to destroy the fucking arms, you know what I mean? We keep arming these little countries, then we go and blow the shit out of them. We're like the bullies of the world, y'know. We're like Jack Palance in the movie Shane, throwing the pistol at the sheepherder's feet.
"Pick it up."
"I don' ( Read more... )

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This is painful,They are words some may not like,
They are words you never  would want to hear about your leaders.
but it is the truth
the are not made up  stories  or speculation
everything stated is a fact
 The truth hurts and this IS the truth
Sad but true.

Bush and Chaney need to go NOW!!!!!

The past  couple of days have been, REALLY interesting and fun and , kinda kewl, got to hang out with a good friend, made a new one, and not totally because of me but i did have something to do with  it  (guilty by association i guess) so dear firends of mine got to share in the experience.  What transpired the past few days  the details im not ( Read more... )

No really, not that dream... but one trippy MoFo. Which  when I woke and applied  what I learned in my dream actually worked.. so here's the Readers Digest version of what went  down....

I am by nature a hopeless romantic, to that I cant let some things go, some people, some relationships until i feel they have  reached\ the proper conclusion ( Read more... )

Come smack the shit out of me and get my head back on   terra firma....

Id explain more but to  keep it short and sweet....

someone's got in my head and for some reason i cant  get it out... given the last to times and the fact we haven't spoken in YEARS.... i had a dream last night... i mean a dream that basically told me how to find this ( Read more... )