its been what like a year? well no more like months but its summer and im gonna be a senior. no one writes on this anymore but i figure HEY I WILL cuz i have no one to talk to..hahahha ( Read more... )

sucks.... me and shane are on a break which is my fault but i have nothing to do today so im going to go and hang out with mare and her boyfriend until shane gets out of work... uckkk i dont even know what im supposed to do tonite though. like i dont even expect anything like i shouldnt right? i hope this weekend isnt a complete bummer. cuz my ( Read more... )

when you were younger that YOUD be the one to drift away or get left out? OK yea so I changed but its not like i dont try to hang out or say "call me" just fucking tell me you dont like me. dont be fake to me. thats the one thing we always said we wouldnt be. and i dont need your bullshit fake "i miss you too's" cause i know you dont. Its pathetic ( Read more... )

its been AGES since Ive been on here and I highly doubt anyone goes on theirs anymore.. hmm seeing as everyone including myself is like all about myspace. But lets see... midterms SUCK ass, my and lucy dont talk anymore, and uh im getting a new bed in March which makes me very happy. I met Jessica from Laguna Beach... which was pretty exciting but ( Read more... )

wow. SO im in school again. JR year at foran bitches:) SUmmer was awesome. I work at citrus and im currently trying to save up money for car insurance and a car...im in a lot of classes this year with tori<3 and some with nikki and a lot with kate. I barely see lauren anymore, but hey, its cool. I spent this summer with lex and dannielle most of ( Read more... )

yea.. awesome

fuck that

I didnt care that you left and abanded me, what hurts more is I would still die for you...

and hes gone again

I vistied him at the Hospital..he should have never gotten in that car.. I mean like it really didnt hit me till i saw his name on the wall and then my heart sank. I talked to his mom outside for like 10 mins and she was so happy i was there. I just cried and told her that i had to see him myself and make sure he was okay. I went in by myself and ( Read more... )

he was the only one for me..

and thats that

and now that he left and ive tried other guys, and when they leave... its him i miss, not the ones that left..its him

its so sick..

is depressed. and he wont eat and wont talk and wont do anything but sit on the couch. He wont talk to anyone. like at all. I havent seen him smile or hugged him in days. Mom says she might have to put him away or something. dont know what to do. Im so like, scared. He has no energy or will to do anything and i mean ANYTHING. I cant even like wow ( Read more... )