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Dark days...
...and even darker nights. I get more depressed everyday. I don't want to hang out with my friends, even though I'm lonely. I worry that I'm unloveable and a miserable failure because I'm separating in a time when everyone else is getting married and still work in a retail job for relatively low wages. I guess I'm depressed because I am a failure. ( Read more... ) -
Meme mania
Comment and I will....
a) Tell you why I friended you.
b) Associate you with something -- a fandom, song, color, photo, etc.
c) Tell you something I like about you.
d) Tell you a memory I have of you.
e) Ask you something I've wanted to know about you.
f) Tell you my favorite userpic from your list.
g) In return, you need to post this on your own -
the right stuff
Did you ever make a hard decision because it was the right thing to do? It hurts but I had to do it. I guess that's life, and we just do the best we possibly can and move on. But damn I've always had trouble moving on. -
scarlet letter
Meme time ( Read more... ) -
wanting to stay in bed all day, every day
I'm so down I can barely stand it. I feel like my life is a big mess and I'm just too tired to deal with any of it. Nothing I do works anyway. I don't know how to make myself feel better, and even if I do it all comes around again so what's the point? I'm stuck in a cycle because I hate my job, and would like to change other things too, but I lack ( Read more... ) -
bored
Nothing is going on...snore. Of course, it could be worse. I could be at work(where I'm supposed to be). -
not fun
Arggh, I just went into overdraft again. It's only happened a couple times but every time it does I feel like an absolute loser...having the surgery and being sick so much this year really set me back financially. I hope things get better-I just took a second job that I really didn't want so that I could make more money. I'm really depressed about ( Read more... ) -
hypochondriac maniac
Note to self: Yesterday's worries of West Nile Virus, whiplash, and passing out at work did not come true, thankfully, so they were probably not that likely anyway. Current worry: still West Nile Virus, from these exceedingly itchy and painful mosquito bites...I hate being a hypochondriac.
