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i can't even believe the shit that's been going on. thank god for my horrible memory

maannnnn oh man, monday-friday rinse repeat. repeat.

record series. record repeat. record repeats and first run. CANCEL SERIES.

when do you get too old to write in an LJ at work? never.

i have the diagnonsense. the only way i'll ever get better is inpatient treatment. i don't want to do that, but i don't know if i should keep going about these ways. like it seems unnatural to try to change myself but i don't understand. like a personality disorder seems more complex to fix than a mental one. i don't like this

always a pill head

LOSE THE HABBIT

i'm boozing and its not even 5 on a saturday. fucking a.

im 21 tho so its totally allowed.

my ear hurts. i'm gonna go abuse zicam in the work bathroom

so today was my big 21 thing. bars are actually really lame. i have a headache from super sugarry pricey drinks. i'm not even sloshed. like at all. i got some pretty dope gifts though and a new bowl. but btw idk like who i was kidding with that whole love thing lol. tonight i was like wait... and then it just like faded out. so, that was ( Read more... )

i totally can't.

and i also happen to be a narcisist

ok go.

this is me with a big ass cat


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45 mins left of work. woo-woo- wow wow. i can't wait to get outttta heaaa. WHAT A LOVELY DOY! it was like spring. i even saw some baby birds straight kicking it in the mall parking lot during my lunch break ( Read more... )

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