So I skipped a month. I got my camp job which I had been fawning over for so long. Ill be gone from May 31rst - Aug 14. Alleen will be in Ecuador. BLAH. For some reason I feel like Im writing this just to write. and mybe I just dont feel like writing. I have to do a paper for school. HAHA, thats right school.

-Jim

P.S. WTF

What a christmas! I GOT MY 12 STRING ACOUSTIC FROM MY ALLEEN. I have to goto gin center cause I'd rather get it strung profesionally. I also got a safe and like 2 electric razors and a bunch of other stuff. Things with the girl are ok, a little shaky as of late but ok. We fight alot more lately and I dont know if its just the stress of the holidays ( Read more... )

Seeeeeewwwwwwwwwwwwww whaddup! Change my attempt good intentions. Self inflicted his perdition. Thats right bitches. Anyway life is moving along at yet another stately pace. I lost my job at Home Valu workin for the man and now I'm back at P-jigs workin for the other man. I fell in such a holiday reverie today and am still kinda feelin it, and no I ( Read more... )

Life is moving at a stately pace again. I started back at the Pjigs and money is starting to come back in. Last weekend when Alleen and I were lying in bed she got a phone call saying her grandma passed. So she's in Virginia and her parents asked me to watch the house. Dan and I move back into my parents in Feb and were renting out the basement. I ( Read more... )

Haha, I lost my fucking job.

-Jim

P.S. And I'm moving back in with my fucking parents. How embarrasing.

Damn, alot of shit has gone down since my last entry. In all actuality I've started a few entries and just been in sauch a hurry I didnt finish em. School is going ok. As high school oriented as Century, the work is definatley college level. I lost myn job on friday so thats really setting me back. The plan is to move in with rents in Feb and then ( Read more... )

In the words of Honest Abe, "Malice toward none, charity for all."

I really think this can work. I just need a bit to get used to it but I think it can work.

Haha. I love how her scent stays with me after I see her...like now. Its nice.

Yea I know, Im a sap.

-Jim

She just messaged me this. She moved in and I cant help this gut wrenching feeling in my chest all the time. I know things are fine. Im just freaked. I need to realise that this is her time, her college, her experience's. I will not smother her. I do not want to be a bother. She is free and I want her to know that. I've started century and its a ( Read more... )

Start school in 3 days. I dont shit about whats to come this next "school year," its been like 2 yrs. So I dont know whats going on with me and Alleen. I mean everything is fine I guess, but I dont know, there's just something weird, like this constant...negative...feeling when Im around her sometimes. Im so sour that she's going to th U. I try and ( Read more... )

Shit what a weekend. Right now its 2am. Im sitting here in my P-Jigs uniform, I have a sleeping girlfriend in my bed in one room (which is a nice thing to have after a long day of work), and a sleeping Kid in another room. So I grabbed some BOOMERS yesterday. Pretty good shit. My mistake...and I guess she'd be mad if she heard me say that...was ( Read more... )