Wow. My mother apologized to me for the first time in my life. However, this was a wierd situation. Before dinner she already had me aggitated (I haven't been home for dinner in so long, and I like it that way) and then when we sat down to eat she asked me how's school, then how my love/sex life is. I didn't say anything and picked up my plate ( Read more... )

Sometimes I get the feeling the world is collapsing, and I just happen to be in the middle. Sometimes watching the news makes me think this, and other times it could be something as simple as talking to someone or listening to a song. The hard part for me is sorting it all out, and then what I should do in reaction to this. I know that I don't ( Read more... )

Things that I love/like/enjoy: Lauren, fast cars, comfortable cars, speed (not the drug, but rather the sensation), good music, crisp nights, night, the feeling a gulp of ice cold water gives you, winning, winning at life, an honest hug, looking at the sky, sharing a smile, coffee, espresso, being wired, going for coffee, walking on beaches at ( Read more... )

Life is crazy as hell. Holy shit. Allman Brothers was incredible. I was in the first row. Of the Allman Brothers!!! Jeebus. This morning I went to work for 3 hours. I then went home and then met Laurel and her dad at the usual spot, and then went down to summerfest. We walked around and got her a skirt and a sarong and got food. We went ( Read more... )

Thankfully, I got off the hook relatively easy. My dad bitched about it a little and how this is my only warning, but other than that nothing happened. I think they got mad at me at church for not participating though. One would think they would realize that Christianity isn't for me, but no. I mowed the lawn in a crazy pattern after lunch, ( Read more... )

Life is happier when Lauren is around. Summerfest went good the two days I went. The first day I saw Particle and The Doobie Brothers, both of which were amazing, and the second day I saw Tom Petty and the Heartbreakers. The first day was insane because I spent the entire day on my phone coordinating everything. I thought I was going to be able ( Read more... )

Interesting day. I went to Jake's after work and we went swimming, and then Ashleigh came over and we all went frolfing, which was quite fun despite being terrible. After that we went over to this girls house, I think her name was Sarah. Her pool was 95 degrees so we swam there for a while and Frank came and joined us. After a while more, we ( Read more... )

I can't decide if I need attention or need to be secluded. Maybe I need both, at different times. Sometimes I want to be around people and be talkative and go do stuff, and other times, like tonight, I want to be alone. Actually, I think I just wanted to leave the house. I thought I was going to Frank's tonight, but that fell through, so I sat ( Read more... )

I like being spontaneous. I've been much too structured with every day life lately. I like randomly going places at a moments notice. This week I've gone to Frank's and such, and tonight I went to Laurel's, and her mom fed us and then I went digital camera shopping with her and her dad. I hadn't seen her since exams so it was nice to catch up ( Read more... )

WELL THEN. I was almost doing good. Last weekend was good. Friday Lauren, Dave, Nate, Brenna, and I all went by Christine's house. I love hanging out on lakes with a bunch of friends. I got to wakeboard, but sucked. I just liked being in the water and being in the sun. I had one of my not-so-fine moments. I just got out of the water, and ( Read more... )