listening to a voicemail left on my phone..... so refreshing. It's mike from austin, checkin to see how everything's going. He is the one who told me about the condo i'm gonna be living in. He called to see if i was still coming down for last splash. His boat can obviously only hold so many and needs to know if i'm going. Sad to say though ( Read more... )

so i've come to realize that..... another guy can offer me the sun and the moon. I got offered the perfect date tonight. A limo to pick me up, and a wonderful dinner etc. Then had a convo with some ppl from work. It seems that i'm the only one left that believes in real love. or maybe "real" love is just an illusion in my mind. Others seem to ( Read more... )

i just hope that you know.... somewhere in that vast mind of yours. That no one hold a candle to you. No smile comes forward in truth, without you behind it. i just hope that at night you feel it, and sleep easy. Knowing that one person out there loves you more than most. G'night.

yay!!! my rental agreement came in today. All i have to do is sign it and mail it back with my first months rent and i get the key. September 1rst i become a resident of austin. WooHoo. i'm so excited. Things at the bar are going great. Been making money there, things at the apple not so well. I got sent home yesterday for wearing white ( Read more... )

wow last night was a blast. It was good seeing jimmy, ron, jason,and everyone else out. The playgirl bois show was kinda lame, i thought, but i still had fun. I was told last night that i can't move, that's per the owner. He said if i did he would come down there after me, lol. So obviously i'm doing good. I had the top selling drawer for our ( Read more... )

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TOday is a very exciting day. I found a place to live. I'll be sharing a condo with another guy. It's 475 a month, fully furnished, and very close to u of t. The guy that owns it called me today, Mike a guy that i met down there told me about it and had the guy call me. The owner is a gay man who is living in san diego. I'll be sharing the ( Read more... )

well last night was the grand reopening of backstreet. It was great to see the bar packed again. It used to be my favorite club to go to. Things didn't run as smooth as i'd like to see them go, and we were running outta stuff left and right, but nonetheless, it wasn't too bad. Once we all get used to being there, things will improve. Speed of ( Read more... )

tonight was awesome. It was the private preview for families and friends at backstreet. There was between 50 -75 ppl there and still i managed to make $130. Can't wait till saturday when there is between 900-1200 ppl. Major money. I saw a friends i haven't seen since my drug days, he never liked how trashed i used to get, and always tried to ( Read more... )

Is there such thing as a perfect relationship? Is it necessary for two people to be complete all the time? Shouldn't there be fights, and regretted words? If nothing goes wrong then eutopia would exist. I don't believe that is possible. True love and True feelings occur out of disagreements. Finding that "one" person that no matter what, that ( Read more... )