what i miss the most. Is waking up, with his head on my chest. And knowing that with me, i'd never let anything or anyone harm or hurt him. Providing safety and security to him.

tonight was fun. Mobie's lil brother eric is in town till friday, we took him to cedar point on sunday, and tonight we took him to ann arbor. He's a very nice young man, 17 years old, doing very well in school. He is thinking about trying to get into u of m. So we walked around there for a bit, then we went to the arcade for a while. Played a ( Read more... )

I've gotta stop this now. Before i hurt another person. It's not fair for me to do this to him. Initially i felt something, and still... he says all the things i want to hear. He's kind, and generous with compliments. But they don't affect me like i thought they could. It's not fair to reach for another hand, when my grip is still tight on the ( Read more... )

can't sleep tonight. So many mixed thoughts, feelings running through my mind.

Another Chance ( Read more... )

I can't evne begin to say how much fun i had the past 5 days. It definitely is the city for me. I met so many awesome people, my phones been ringing off the hook. I'm very glad that i got to experience houston as well, it reaffirmed my choice of austin as my future home. Now it's only a matter of time before it's for good. The plane ride home ( Read more... )

well here it is ( Read more... )

To love somebody like you
Would take the rest of my life
This is my revelation
I feel my heart falling off
And give my conscience a knife
This is my reservation
I really meant what I said
All of it wasn't a lie
You were the one I wanted
But in the new light of day
Affection started to die
Our house of love was haunted

I had my first sorta nightmare last night. I haven't had one of those in a long time. In it, I was one of 3 renegade demons. We had escaped hell somehow and were trying to get back on God's good side. Protecting innocents from the attack of other demons. I know that demons are demons, but i guess if angels have fought angels, then the same can ( Read more... )

Wow, life seems to be just cruisin by. It seems like just yesterday was my birthday, and that was 3 months ago. Money has been the main priority lately. I don't really do much but work. But all of that is finally paying off. I leave for austin friday morning for 6 days. I made my car reservation today, more money spent. Knowing that i'm only ( Read more... )