Over three years since I've written in here?  remarkable.

One wise friend once told me that... (I'll insert the quote in here when I remember.)  It was either from Tim or Carlo.

Whoa, i just found out that when you press ctrl + delete, it deletes whole words.  Try it.   I'm being awfully contemplative, my thoughts have been in constant process since ( Read more... )

wtf am i supposed to do now.

GODDAMNIT. I'M NOT FUCKING FAYE OKAY?!

i'm tired of living up to your standard...

why can't you accept me for who i am.
why can't you love me for me.

did you not ever feel it as i have?

why can't you realize?

mike is awesome.

boy do i miss jared.

god, my parents are fucking maniacs.

one week till finals. i need to print out this fucking essay and copy the invites. wtf are they doing?? bitching at me for no reason?!

FUCK OFF. god, you should pay me to fucking be your child and tolerate this bullshit

during free period today, juliana, megan, janice, michelle and i stayed in sister's room discussing our plans for the future ( Read more... )

i want to cry right now...

when i realize all that i'm missing out on.

it's not fair...

HOLY SHIT. RYAN IS BACK FROM REHAB!!!

HOLY SHIT!!!! so he didn't locked up in the system... THERE IS A FUCKING GOD!

ryan, let's do some damage xDDD

talking to him is so bittersweet...
but why?

neo-nerd. word. but he's the only one...

GODODDD. WTF

so i've deleted remix. i'm debating whether or not i should revive it.

but why???