i took off a few days from work and went up to camp to see julia, owen, evan, justin, rachel, and jesse. jes and i headed up together ( Read more... )

so i dont know if i was a line cook last time i posted in here, but i have been for a few weeks. full time, no help, cooking ALOT. its been really busy and ive been working like 40-50 hours a week. just finished up working seven brutal days in a row. but, i have to say that im having alot of fun with it despite being tired all the time ( Read more... )

its rare i have enough free time that i find it worthwhile to waste some of it posting on here anymore. its sad, because i find it pretty therapeutic to write my thoughts down somewhere ( Read more... )

update: lydia is letting us move out a month early biotch! i got paid on friday and used that WHOLE paycheck plus some to pay the first months rent on the new place. we get to move in like 10 days. thats fuckin crazy doggggg ( Read more... )

things are going well on the line, i have been cooking for almost my entire shifts. summer is coming and the entire line has been overhauled because of it. things will start picking up soon, and that both excites me and scares me. i started at the end of last summer and it was INSANE, and all i was doing was washing dishes! but i learn alot each ( Read more... )

i have been listening to mostly just beat tapes lately and i have found it to be awesome. ive never heard music like this before in such volume and now (of course) i want to make it. its funny because i woiuld have scoffed at this shit a few years ago, because it is so simple on the surface. but its just not true. even findin interesting and ( Read more... )

i miss summer days lounging around doing nothing as a kid. going wherever i please and not having a schedual. at this age, these things are impossible. because doing nothing provides you with nothing. it sucks to have to work so hard for the things that i want. plus right now i am stuck in limbo at the apartment. nobody is getting along and ive ( Read more... )

information pollution is the noise that covers up the subtle truth. if i dont read some of the Tao every day ( Read more... )

living where i do is driving me fucking crazy. most of the people that i see on a daily basis really just drive me nuts. i dont have anybody to talk to that i can relate to besides the old portland crew whenever they are around, yet i am surrounded by "friends" most of the day. everybody just seems to be retarded, rude, annoying, or selfish at ( Read more... )

is astounding. proof of the tao lies in looking at those who are not following the universal way. their minds are so wrapped up with ideas do not matter that they have become prisoners of their bodies. one has to forget all of the concepts of right and wrong and just focus on the truth. the truth is the only thing that matters in the long run ( Read more... )