life

[jazeytromz]

So as I sit here listening to Evanescence in my miserible room contemplating about life in general...I find that i should prolly write it all down. Well... my life has not been the most exciting thing. Just to warn all of you...if you don't care to listen to someone complain and wine about life then stop reading and go stick it up ur ass and

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AVRIL+PJ FOREVER! :-D

[avrilpez]

I know u don't want the pity messages but I get to make one cuz I've got that right being ur psycho suicide buddy. 1. You want to kill yourself cuz that's life. Death seems better than life. But life WILL get better. 2. Ya it was a test. This whole gay thing in general is a test. Look at the shit straight people go through and look at the shit gay people go through... who's stronger of the 2? What now bitch?! LOL Yeah you've changed. But I think both of us have changed with the shit we've gone through. I know how it feels to be a complete stranger to yourself. But you'll go back to normal! I PROMISE PJ!!! Of course I know how annoying it is for people to say "Oh things will get better." But they will! Hey PJ... I did it.. you'll do it too. Well... I didn't do it but I'm taking BIG steps. I love you baby! You know I'm always here for you.

Hey, it's Katy.

[vanarien]

Well now I'm crying, and I don't really know what to say because I'm not very good at expressing emotions of any kind, but you're my friend and I love you, so I will. You're one of the best, funniest, and consistently kind people I've ever met (even if you are always late to everything) and you don't deserve any of the things that happen to you. I'll be cliche and tell you that life will get better because I know it will. I don't know when, but eventually it will. Whatever god there is can't let such a good person as you feel like this forever. We're all meant to be happy, just some of us go through such Hell to get there. But when you get there it will be so much greater and you'll be so much more appreciative of it. I won't tell you to move on because I don't think you can or should. These aren't just supposed to be the best years, they're the years we remember the most. And when you remember all of the horrible things that people have said and done and how awful you felt, you'll be the better person and treat people with the

from Josh (remember me?) :D

[psarkastick]

I just read this and I wanted to write something, although i'm not really sure what since you've ruled out, what were they, "pity", telling you to "move on", and telling you that "it'll be ok" :D So i guess... do you still get to do drumline or some music related activity? You always seemed to love that so i figure that'd be a good thing to hang on to. :) Anyway, if you were kidding about the thinking about killing yourself thing, then i'm gonna sound really dramatic and all "after school special", but I just wanted you to know that even though we don't really talk much anymore, you can call me WHENEVER you want, and I just really really hope that if you ever truely were considering suicide, and for some reason had no one else to call or whatever, that you'd call me! If it'd mean you not killing yourself I'd freakin' fly there as soon as possible to help you out! Don't ever think that you don't have anyone who cares about you because you always have me, whether you want me to or not :D So to end on a slightly lighter note

hey baby

[shanequa]

Pete I just met you but it feel as if I've known you my whole life. You just have that effect on people. You have no idea the kind of joy you bring to people's lives. Don't ever think that you're worthless to anyone. Screw you parents for being ignorant and not accepting you for who you are. And screw your ex for letting you go, it's his loss. And screw your room mate for being a scumbag, cuz who the hell needs that?! You have every right to be complaining. Life has been constantly shitting on you. And I know you're not gonna like what I say next but it really is true: You'll come out of it. Life has its speedbumps. The fact that you've been through so much shit in life will make success that much sweeter. Don't forget you have people back at home that love you, especially me, dana, and katy.

I LOVE YOU SWEETIEEE!!!
Cherelleyy

you

[fleetwood83]

i'm not about to throw you a pity party for say that "everything will be okay" (even though it will). you are the most amazing person i know. to me, you are, and i quote: "the best guy friend anyone can ask for." hehe. you are incredibly an incredibly brave and strong person, Peter.

just remember, that whenever life starts to get you down and it feels as if the weight of the world is crashing down on, put on a skirt and dance (hit me baby one more time!)

as an aside, thank you for making my life complete.

- u kno who