some days i just don't have a clue what to do! i mean he is far away and yet i wish so bad i had the things that other girls have...i wish i got the things other girl get! ( from their bf's) yet i don't have the balls nore heart to end it....b/c whenever i come close my heart hurts and i get so unhappy so quick! and my whole world comes to an end ( Read more... )

today was an ok day....i helped myy dad with his tournament it was fun got to see old men fight. lol pretty funny...talked to danny everything is good...and well gotta get up tomorrow early and then SCHOOL monday! YAHOO! can' wait! SENIOR!!!

so he is gone now. that's it. i didn't know this day would come so fast that i would have had to say goodbye and watch him go to south carolina. but i do and i did. and it is the hardest thing i have ever done. i feel like a part of me is missing and it is! he is gone and not comming back soon.....but soon i will be going and we can both be in ( Read more... )

HAPPY 17TH B-DAY TO CARISSA MY ANGEL! I LOVE OYU HOPE IT WAS EVERYTHING U HOPED FOR!

well tomorrow is my b-day........

i have to get up at 5 30 for key club

i have soccer practice

ALL ON MY B-DAY! sucks but o well i get to see car n jesse!

last night was the worst night.........now i will never let him know that but it was. i had to see soemone who just by one actions hurt me in a place no one has. i had to see her...and be in the same room asa her....and he couldn't understand why i was so mad. but i thought i was being the nice one by sucking it up and being the bigger person but i ( Read more... )

well omgoodness I GOT MY LISCENS!!!!!!! ya whoo! i got it yesterday n i am so excited although driving is not what i thought it would be.it's kind of borring! but it's still pretty cool! anyway....school is ok....i hate my american history teacher..god she is such a not nice person! ahhhh. danny has walking amonia and bronkitas ( i htink that's how ( Read more... )

it's wednesday and i am waiting for danny to come so we can go n get some ice cream! yay....so homecomming is soon and i am so excited! i still have ot get a dress but ti is goin to be so much fun...u see instead of me goin in a party bus like a did last year ( so gay) i am going in a limo wiht me n danny n kelly n rob. and that way no one can tell ( Read more... )

do u ever have one of those days where ur just not sure about anything? i had one today , adn i feel awful today b/c i treated him like shyt today and he didn't deserve it. i am so sorry! i duno how explain it. it was just one of those days. and i am sorry! i love u and i shouldn't have done it it was wrong and it won't happen again! i promise! I ( Read more... )

IN LOVE.........and couldn't be more happier! <33333 even though he might not always say the right things or even do them. but he still has a heart of gold n i love him for it!