I am really having a hard time with this ( Read more... )

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He just fucking had to didn't he ( Read more... )

WTF ( Read more... )

Black and White Chuck Taylors.
Brand New.
Only 23$.
And MINE.

He told me he liked me ( Read more... )

I haven't posted in a long time ( Read more... )

yea.
well he didnt flush it down the toilet...
but he did STOP SMOKING!
he said he didnt have a "stash"
im hella proud of him and hella happy he stopped.
hes such a good, cool kid...

Mom I know you've read some of my entries.
And whatever.
I don't care anymore.

I really wish I had the fucking guts.
I wish I had the strength, the courage, the self-esteem to just ask him out.
But I don't.
I can never read people.
He proly thinks im a psyco or just a good friend.
bUt maybe not.
FUCK THIS.
I wish I was prettier more beautfiul.
fuck this.
I want him.
uh I hate this whole you don't always get what you want