hello lj, its been so long and some times, well. most of the times when i post i just need an outlet to rant or pour out my feelings to. sooo, things hasn't been great and i feel so, idk. i wish i knew but i dont. and i wish i could tell you how i really feel and what i really think towards you, but so i've heard, you've a new girl/ target. and it ( Read more... )

There are so many, so many things I'd like to say. But it's hurting so much. What am I, replaced by her now? I nv wanted to feel this way or think this way. But it's not even abt her now. It's abt you, not even giving a damn abt this friendship we have. I guess I know where I stand now. You know what's the worse part of this? Having to act as ( Read more... )

hi yall, its been donkey year since i last posted here. its 3:33am and Come Home by One Republic has been on repeat since 3 hours ago. i just want to say i've just been thinking alot tonight. and i dont even know if anyone still reads this space of mine but im just really confused rn. i mean idk what to do and stuff. i've not seen my brother for 9 ( Read more... )

what is it now? so its this and that, whats next? i cant breathe your air? ZOMG i fucking feel like crying

screw all the mother fucking pretty girls! im having low self esteem as of now!
if only i was half as pretty and skinny as them!!!!!

)":

Still I'll never understand why you hang around ( Read more... )

i think i'm gonna go through another sleepless night, crying. again. i'm such a horrible crybaby. -_- i miss everyone now ( Read more... )

bitch face, slut bag, whore core!

Its been a pretty long time since i cried over you.
must everything come all at once?

one week again, ):
i'm afraid i might not be able to take this anymore.

school has been so tiring, need somebody to keep me going, srsly. ):