Well, it's me the long lost Dameca Brown. I can't even remember the last time posted on livejournal. I've tired to delete my journal but I'm too chicken. Well too update everything that's been going on would take forever so I guess I will try to do my best ( Read more... )

My stomach hurts so much!!!!!!!

Dani is the greatest!!!!

I miss Brandon!!!

I'm sick of Cold Stone!!!!

I need sleep!!!!

I need love!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I need inner peace!!!!!

I want to be happy!!!

I miss my friends!!!!

I'm up so early!!!!

I smell like waffle!!!

-This lj post, was kinda useless.....

-Much Emotion
Meca

if you haven't got a speical comment from me it's coming, I was just so tired last night I couldn't finish......

To try to update this whole summer would be unreal, it's been six months since brandon and i broke up, and I reailzed today that I'm still not over him. I feel so lame, his gotton over me (very quickly i might add) but I'm still so heart broken. More then likely I'll end up with the next guy who asks me out and even though he doesn't make me ( Read more... )

Well camp was great, I made a friend in Anna. But the main reason I'm writing it's because I'm falling, I'm falling hard....and i DON'T want to, I promise I would never fall again but I....and I know he doesn't fell the same way about me.. what a shock I saw him on Sunday, sent most of Sunday with him, it was great gotta go

Well I have reached an all time low in my life, I do not think I can be any more depressed then I am right now, I can't even write anything right now, I've lost everything, and everyone that means anything to me, I'm no longer a human being......no longer.......i feel like........i don't feel

Ugh....I really had my heart sit on writing this long entry....but I'm way to tired...I got class here in a little bit...in case I don't write in here for a little while....GOOD LUCK on the show!! Much Love

-dameca...wow it's wierd seeing the da- before the meca...anyway

Everyone things I'm so stupid.....I not, I'm going to find out what the hell is happening...I'm going crazy, and I can't stop it! I can't trust anybody

Let me start off by saying sorry...sorry to everyone I've ever hurt. By my actions and my words I have hurt so many people around me...and I'm sorry...I never realized but a horriable person I am until my own soulmate couldn't stand to be around me...oh god I'm sorry....sorry...to amanda, I know you had nothing to do with it..sorry to those I ( Read more... )

Well I talked to Richard yesterday, I was just talking about him, anyway that was fun. It is always nice to catch up with good friends. I'm trying to go somewhere for X-mas break but I have no idea where and no one to go with. My friend, DeDe, thought we should go to D.C. but that doesn't sound like a happening place to me. Anyway school starts ( Read more... )