ok, last night was such a roller coaster. you guys were so awesome and I want to thank you big time! that was so awesome (and embarassing but in a good way) this whole week has been a roller coaster. The name thing or whateve it was called last night at youth group was really hard to hear. Satan keeps getting to me and making me think things about ( Read more... )

Riding this endless ferris wheel ( Read more... )

wow. I don't know what to do in situations like these. I am so glad God is in control of this!!! there is so much circling through my mind right now though that I can't do anything but sleep or sit in my room or cry. Ihave never in my life been so angry as Iam right now. I tried to do my schoolwork but it's impossible, and let's just say my ( Read more... )

I don't believe that "hecticness" is a word but I'm using it anyway! I feel so overwhelmed;I'm drowning, and the people I would normally rely on to save me, are the ones pushing me under even further. I feel as if I only have a little bit of my last saved breath left...time is running out ( Read more... )

I have to give a stupid speech for my class tomorrow, blah...I don't want to. Alicia and I decided to go get lost today which we succeeded in doing quite well. After we got lost we went to Starbucks, ran into Curtis and I watched Alicia get gas for her car which was really funny...she makes me laugh. I have to pack a bunch more boxes today which I ( Read more... )

What is God going to do in my life? This is a quesion that constantly leaves me wondering. I really want to change this year. I want to become so much closer to God and have him be the absolute focus of my life, cuz sometimes it's so hard to get caught up in eveything else and we forget why we are actually here in the first place. God amazed me ( Read more... )

I'm excited cuz I changed my site look and I like it a lot more now. : ) Steph btw way we need to get together SOON!!! We have to be out of our house by feb 18th now instead of the 28th. I think we're staying at the Flores's house but I'm not sure.

I just wrote an entry that sounded really seflish so I'm sorry to anyone that read this. Alyssia came over today and we got REALLY crazy, as usual. A bunch of people came over yesterday and I had sooo much fun! I want to do that more often. I haven't been myself lately. I keep hurting people and I'm not...myself, I guess. It's frustrating. I want ( Read more... )

I don't know what to do with myself. I want ot serve God but i don't know what he wants from me or how I can serve him the best. I don't get how Job went through everthing and kept his sanity because I don't feel like I have much left. I've only told a few people what's goin on and I don't want to be a burden, so i don't talk about anyhting at all ( Read more... )