it was my bday 2 days ago

i think i get attached easly... and care to much about things that may not matter ( Read more... )

high school kicks ass... ok? im a high schooler and it kicks fucking ass. i have free periods where i can wonder around... for no fucking reason... no bells... they dont care about the length of ur skirt... and any make up one wants... most of my teachers r pretty kick ass. ok? it rocks... lol and i dont have to take PE!!! lol muhahahaha this is ( Read more... )

ok i have not updated for a very long time... sooo i went to yosemite right after liv went back to cali. then i worked (money a very good thing) for awhile and then i went to NY!!! and michigan both where very fun. i really dont like cali anymore. i dont think a teen should grow up here. i think ny is much better. ppl r more social... its more fun ( Read more... )

ok sinse eileen died iv been in super teenager sulk bitch mode... iv been super touchy like on the edge of tears all the time. this year keeps throwiing shit at me... seriously... my parents splitting up for good... my medical bullshit... eileen... money in my family... my grandma and cleaning out her house... moving into a church and applying for ( Read more... )

i think its ironic that some of the most beautiful things in lief come out of pain and hurt. like a poem... or song... i think thats ironic ( Read more... )

this year has been tramatic... so much stuff as gone on and i dunno i was a nut case before... never could relax w/e but now its a serious issure. after i decided that i was good without anit anxiety meds or anything and stoped pushing my dr and rents might want to put me on it... is that not ironic? for eileens funural she wanted every1 to wear ( Read more... )

alex is amazing...hes much better then the devil or any god! i am possibly the luckyest chicas in the shole world! muwa

ok i graduated the day b4 yesterday(monday) from 8th grade... that means i am now in high school!!!!1 and u know what im excited!!! u where too when u graduated... i am happy and dont lie to me... high school is better then middle school... didnt say easyr or w/e i just mean its high school... so anyway im happy ( Read more... )

i can not blieve this...can u? u just signed a paper that said i would try to "uphold jesus christ and his values..." ON THE PLAYING FEILD... thats right...sports... omg LOL im going to a fucking christian school i hope there r some good bad asses like every1 l8ly has been saying... i feel like such a hypocrite... lol ( Read more... )