I've been feeling really dizzy lately. I might slowly be going insane, I hope not, probably not. I think I'll go check out that huge library today. It should be pretty sweet.

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Tomorrow I will be on a plane to Toronto. Thursday I will be on a train to Montreal. I got out "Girl, Interrupted" from the library for my trip and I bought Sylvia Plath's "The Bell Jar" from a secondhand bookstore. It's pretty delightful, even though those two books are pretty depressing. I told a secret to Amanda today, and Amanda told me a ( Read more... )

Last night was very strange and part of it was very upsetting. I felt a sense of confusion the whole night. And then I went to that "party", I shouldn't have gone at all. I was sort of yelled at, I felt terrible for a lot of it and I wanted to just leave or tell people to fuck off. But I couldn't. I will never do that again, because it wasn't good ( Read more... )

I feel like a lot has been taken out of me. I'm not very good at a lot of things, I'm better at others. I feel like I'm being squeezed sometimes and I don't know what to do, what do say or how to act. Everything is sort of spinning, to the point where my vision becomes blurry and my memory out of order ( Read more... )

I've had a pretty awful day.

Amanda is bringing her puppy to school tomorrow. It will be quite delightful, it will definitely make my day pretty tolerable. I found my pencil case, it was on the science sub's desk. Genevieve got it for me. I didn't go to school this morning because I felt pretty shitty. I got up and I went downstairs to have a shower, then turned right around ( Read more... )

It's cheer-up time.

Saysha.

I feel like I did when it first hit. The sudden realization of my mental state. The sudden realization of my physical state. The sudden realization of my spiritual state. Triple threat.

We'd laugh if we were younger.

I can't keep going to school like this.
I can't keep going on in general like this.

April 22nd.