I know that alot of my friends dont even check this website much anymore but this journal entry is mostly for my benefit and my personal use more then having other people hear it. You know how you get in those moods when you just feel you've got to start writing and let your heart just start speaking. Well right now i feel that way and this is the ( Read more... )

Hey guys i havn't used this live journal thing in a very very long time and the funny thing about this is that it took me all of 2nd period to figure out how to get signed back onto this thing. I forgot my user name and i forgot my password and i had to sign into toni's thingy to figure out what my user name was and then after i got the user name ( Read more... )

okay the love hexagon thing is dieing down slowly. turns out that one of the guys (well call him guy 1) talks to this other guy i like (guy 2) and well guy 2 talks about me to guy 1 and well guy 1 didn't like this to much because guy 1 liked me too, so guy 1 asked me about it and i could only tell him that i liked both of them (guy 1 and guy 2) he ( Read more... )

the bell really didn't ring i just thought i had to to because allred was coming in but he wasn't and so i dont have to go so i'm going to update a tid bit more. Toni told me the other day that i dont ever update my journal anymore, which is true i never update i'm hardly ever online anymore i'm so busy with cheerleading and this week we've done ( Read more... )

I'm just sitting here in my woodshop hour being about as bored as any human being can possibly get. I have a project to work on out there in the shop but that doesn't seem like very much fun, and if i ask allred what i am to do on my project he will just tell me to sand it. I'VE BEEN SANDING FOR A WEEK NOW!!! it sucks. I love woodshop on the days ( Read more... )

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You know the part of the break up when you think you are over the person and your fine ignoring him and not acting like he is there but also at the same time making sure to look great and try to be as happy as possible so he doesn't think you are completly miserable without him, but really deep down inside your dieing and miserable with out him and ( Read more... )

Okay i dont hate every single boys but i am disliking one. I cant hate him because hate is a very strong word and i cant hate him. It is impossible for me to hate him. I cant hate him. I want to hate him with all of my heart and mind but I cant. I partly dont want to hate him. I may want to hate him but I dont want to. I loved him so much before ( Read more... )

I hate the future, i hate people making decisions for the future, I hate the fact that the future is in the future and you dont know what is going to happen in the future so you cant make your decisions on the future when you dont know what the decisions you made will effect your future. Yep thats what i hate. I hate it I hate it I hate it ( Read more... )

HAPPY CHRISTMAS!!!!!!!!!!!!!! EVERYONE I HOPE YOU ALL HAVE A HAPPY HOLIDAY. I AM OFF NOW HAPPY CHRISTMAS AND DONT FORGET TO WRITE OR CALL AND TELL ME WHAT YOU GOT.

LOTS OF LOVE,
JAZZY LOU