So damn... its been six months since ive wrote in here ( Read more... )

damn.. its been a min since i came to you with my trials ( Read more... )

It has been 3 months and 10 days since my mom has passed away, and this has been the hardest battle I have had to fight. I know that this battle will never be won.. because the constant void will remain. My life feels so incomplete from day to day. I miss her so much at times, I dont know what to do with myself. I cry.. and I think.. and I sing, ( Read more... )

R.I.P
Mom

9/28/06
6:40pm

I love you.. forever
I forgive you for whatever
I will see you later..
...In the next life time

It has only been an hour.. and I miss you so much already.

*exhale*
Lord.. grant me strength and make the tears stop..

Hey yhall, I just made a major friend cut. Soooo, if you no longer can view my previous entries go ahead and remove me from your list. No questions asked. Just not feeling it any more. Don't need so many people in my business. God bless.

This is more or less for my memories.. and a motivation for me in the future.. who knows maybe this will help another person out there who struggles... like her and i do..

Hey.. I love you.. you understand me.. FINALLY!! lol.. you are so much like a best friend.. *mauh*Me: well babygirl, you and i are dealing with the same exact things.I cant ( Read more... )

This is Once again a Friends Only Journal. This journal has always been friends only, but I have removed some people. I also have a few rules ( Read more... )

As every one knows, i love to write. Most wont read cuz its too long, but this was for me any way.

-Nik

Why is AIDS Associated with Gays?
I swear some people are so close minded it boggles my mind that they can even think for themselves. Why do people (not all), relate having aids to being gay? I mean really. Straight people have the same chance ( Read more... )

oh the sun shall not spite thee by day nor the moon by nightWell.. As you all know I have been through some major ish within the last month. But i made it! I sure did, by the grace of God I am content with my life, and everything is at ease. I wish I could say the same for those who are currently going through the trials and tribulations of life. ( Read more... )

Well well.. I got another note from a young ladi (dont kno the age), and she is all confused about being Gay. She dont wana be gay cuz of all the trials but she cant be with a man cuz she dont like em.

I wrote a note.. Hope all enjoys... and maybe itll help some people out there see the "other side" of things. BeZ

Hey luv, thank you for coming ( Read more... )