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2 years later
So wow. I found this and Im bored. So I thought I'd post. Lets see hmm, wow I was emotionally all over the place 2 years ago. The past two years Ive definitely grown. A LOT. Ive finally found friends that I fit with, and I'm generally more happy ( Read more... ) -
waiting
So confused about my emotions lately. Granted i am weaning off my medication and i know thats supposed to make you weird but i hate using that as an excuse. Im watching a stupid movie and ive cried almost every five minutes! Hating the side effects, im always dizzy ( Read more... ) -
kaboom.
i just want to blow up. so awesome i lost 2 friends today! yay! -
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i suck at having friends and people skills right now. idk whats wrong with me. -
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i just want to go home. -
Really?
Fuck you god. Fuck you india. FUCK.
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i hate you.
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2009
So im already tired of bullshit people have come up wtih already this year. im tired of fakeness. i dont like dealing with change, most everyone knows that. and i especially dont like things being blown out of proportion. i can easily ignore that though. i hate stupid drama and i find ways to deal with it so whatever. and it all sums up to that im ( Read more... ) -
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Right now i am what i hate and get annoyed with. I am massively stressed out about basically everything. i did fail my orgo exam and im scared to confront my dad. i talked to anu about it last night and i cried for a while. i cant handle this stress, i know that, but its there. so i need to watch myself today and make sure i dont like... hmm get a ( Read more... ) -
bad days
Today just sucked. Like bad. I probably failed my orgo exam and performed really badly in my improv final. and then on top of all that i had issues that wouldnt go away. probably because i was mad nervous all day today. i need to learn how to not worry about everything and just relax, but im not good at that. i wish i didnt have to control every ( Read more... )