Anyone else ever have one of those recurring dreams where you just can't shake the feeling that the dream isn't all that impossible? Let me explain my dream to you ( Read more... )

Well, tomorrow morning is when I will finally become the person everyone thinks I am. I will be selfish. I will be prideful. I will be evil and mean and even a bit hyprocritical, but will be happy. Happy at someone else's expense. That's what I am, right? You have to understand, when you're like I am, you don't find someone like you all that ( Read more... )

naffenu: You're a fucking faggot. I just wanted you to know that ( Read more... )

I have been subjected to humiliation after humiliation. Even my DREAMS mock me. But Josh Queen has a plan. I always have a plan. In the next couple of months I will intergrate the first steps of what I think to be the only thing to actually make me happy; taking over the world. I know it sounds stupid, but it really is all I have ever wanted ( Read more... )

So I have this date tonight. Nothing fancy, but the girl really likes me, so I agreed to have dinner with her. Something to do none the less. Everything was all set until this morning. I got a text from Jessica; the other one-in-a-billion girl who makes my world stop whenever she calls. All of a sudden my plans with Megan are not so important ( Read more... )

Well, how should I put it? God fucked me once again on the weather, proving once and for all that he hates me more than the Devil. However, there were a lot of people there. Given, most of them were friends of my roommate, Corey, but it worked out. Didn't get to see all those I would have liked to have seen (you know who you all are....) but I ( Read more... )

Some days I'm up; feeling like a god walking amongst man. Other days I'm down and I think it can't possibly get any worse. On a daily basis, as I walk around, three different images come pop into my head. One of me fighting, no, not fighting, defending against an unseen assailant. Other times though, I'm the one attacking the person defending ( Read more... )

PRIDE (love of oneself ( Read more... )

I have decided that working at Barnes & Noble provides me with a rare and interesting opportunity. I have the ability to "check out" books an read them anytime I want. There are only limitations of time and amount of books at any given period ( Read more... )

Something I wrote myself years ago changed my life today. Changed the very way I look at the world and how I perceive it. What if something as simple as "don't give up" was enough to make you rethink your entire life ( Read more... )