well, me and abbey broke up..... we went out for 9 months..... all i wanna do is show that she will have a great time with me..... ive been crying non stop when im at home..... she gave me a picture of us when we went out too iron river too a creek and hiked..... i had too put it away cus all i do is cry when i look at it.... i think she broke up ( Read more... )

today is 7 months for me and abbey... im quite happy today.... shes in iron river skiing for the ski team.... i really want to tlak too her.... i had a algebra 2 test today... didnt finish it but did good prolly... im really tired... i went too izzo and just squated and ran... i squatted a 10 set of 135, 8 set of 165, 6 set of 205, and a 5 set of ( Read more... )

im going too california december 27 till january 5th..... right now im kinda sad cus me n ab arent hanging out for a while and our 7 month is thursday.... so yeah.... im kinda sad haha i dunno why... kinda cus i wish abbey would tell me she loves me more like i tell her.... im just stupid like that ohh well.... our bball team won tonight... i went ( Read more... )

its been awhile since ive wrote in ehre.... footballs over.... been lifting..... mostly lifting n hanging with abbey lately.... things with abbey i think are always bad.... but she has skiing and school..... n i just feel like her feelings have changed towards me.... hahaha... its been alot of months.... another one this december 16..... dance next ( Read more... )

ok it has been a while since my last post..... we play ishpeming tommorow in football..... first round of playoffs..... i have too take a 0 on a test in u.s. history.... my mom n dad are going to court over child support money soon.... my mom yells at me for no reason.... my grandpa is getting sick.... grades suck.....me n abbey are doing good at ( Read more... )

lets see..... i woke up.....watched football.... then abbey called.... she wanted too do something too get away from her aunts cus it was boring... so we hung out... went too walmart.... it was fun... then they invited me too eat.... so i did... it was fun... then came home and have been chilling ever since..... i still feel bad about thursday.... ( Read more... )

i cant figure this stupid site out im tring too update but my computers gay.... but anways. i fucked up last night... i yelled at her... she dont deserve it.... shes my best friend and i love her.... i just wanna die for how i treated her.... i cried all last night over it.... i dunno i feel like ive ruined the best thing going in my life.... who ( Read more... )

gah me n abbey got into an arguement last night..... wanst really an argument me being a stupid fuck..... i yelled at her for no reason she was just tring too help and i just coudlnt hold in my anger i dont know cus id idnt want her too feel like it was her falt.... and yeah.... i fucked up.... then i told her my view on things have changed..... i ( Read more... )

well i screwed up...... i yelled at abbey or stupid stuff.... i shuodlnt of.... i may have screwed up the greatest thing going in my life.... i dont know..... she says everything is okay.... then i told her that my view on things had changed n she thought i was going too rbeak up with her... thats teh last thing id want too do.... shes the greatest ( Read more... )

lately i just feel sad and frustrated... lately ive just been worrying about me n abbey.... i feel like something bad will happen that will ruin everything... i dont know why... just been paranoid and i dont want everything to be ruined cus i just feel like everything is great when im with her... shes like my best friend and i just worry so much ( Read more... )